I See My Heart Suffer...

I see my heart suffer

when I fall deep inside my head.

I feel my heart suffer

and all I see is red.

Give me strength from within to just let go

let me feel the love light flow,

Be one with my heart

and tell my head it's safe,

I'm the only one here Lil E

so please come out and play.

I will hold you when you're scared

and laugh before you react.

No one but you gives you this power,

and that is a fact.

Each day is like a new box

it's your choice to decide,

whether it's a gift or a coffin

or a train to take a ride.

I'm afraid to let them love me,

I'm afraid you will leave.

I have never felt unconditional love from anyone,

including me.

Release me from the fear 

and take away the pain.

I need not worry so much

it's only just a game.

The game of life is simple 

and this is very true,

Be love all the time

and your heart and head will thank you.

-ESH

15 January 2014

It's Not Really a Problem...

It's not a really a problem…

but an opportunity to grow,
whatever the case may be.
It takes away a lot of pressure
and settles the anxiety.

When you feel this burst of fear,
identify it and let it be.
It's not there to hurt you,
it's just a mirror you see.

Negative thoughts go through your head,
and sting you like a bee.
Don't let them be a straight jacket,
but float on by and be free.

-ESH

31 January 2014

Tonight...

Tonight was good
Tonight was grand
We composed ourselves well
And held out to the end

I feel a spark
And we generate heat
What's next on this ride
We can only wait and see

Whatever it is
It's organic and pure
Have no regrets
And let your authentic self allure

-ESH

29 January 2014 
 

Stay Gold...

We are fierce
We are free
Untouchable we might be
Now is the time to hang up the worry
Pack up all the fury
And wait and see.
The best is yet to come, so go at the beat of your own drum,
Your life is yours so jump at this chance
Be bold and daring and give into the romance.
You never know how far you'll go
If you open your heart and trust the flow
No need to fret, it's pure energy and maybe a lil sweat, but fun you'll see.
Put out the fire from doubt and fear
Turn up the desire it's all waiting here.
You'll never know how good it can be
Wash away past regrets and explore this with me.

-ESH

27 January 2014

Courtesy please…

Our pipes are sensitive
And so are we
Please use the paper sparingly
After you pee

We thank you for your kindness
And appreciate your help
Let's all work together
And make stars on yelp!

-ESH

25 January 2014

I hope it was grand…

I hope it was grand
And you blew them out of the park
Turned another page
And lit up a spark

Sending you love
On this eve of your success
Enjoy it all lady
You deserve the best

-ESH

21 January 2014

Lullaby

Goodnight to you sweet Celeste,

before you know it the morning light will come

so get some rest.

Pleasant dreams far and near,

your unconscious self is ready to appear.

-ESH 

13 January 2014

Today is New….

Today is new
Today is here
Please wake up
And have no fear

Put love in your heart
And peace in your mind

Today is yours
Always be kind

….
Or don't forget to rewind!

-ESH
3 January 2014
 

I Want…You

I want to travel with you
I want to post pictures of us in amazing places

I want to laugh with you
When you're down I want to make you funny faces

I want to hold your hand and make you feel safe
I want to cook with you and you teach me how to bake

I want to twirl with you and dance like nobody's there
I want to conquer the world with you
Trust your heart,  I will hold it with care.

-ESH

30 December 2013

Here lies a gem...

Here lies a gem
A soul as sweet as pie
She's eternal in our hearts
So please don't cry

Whenever you miss her, just think of her smile
Turn on some Dave Matthews Crash
And stay stay stay stay stay for awhile!

-ESH

1 January 2014

Tombstone quote

Peace to the east love to the west, 

I lived here for  ____ years and

learned from the best.  

My life was precious, fulfilling and wild

and now it's time to see the other side.

Loving you near, loving you far,

when you miss me look up I'm in the stars.

-ESH

2013

You mean the fairest of the land….?

...Queen Elizabeth of Caltucky , finder of eternal youth and spirit, lover of females and felines, pro-active thinking and canines.  You can find her near and far and always by the ocean where she receives her magical powers Of healing and decedent swagger

-ESH

2013

Roses Are Red...

Roses are red
Camels are brown
Your love is like a fever
Spreading all around

When I see you smiling
I feel a tingle inside
It warms up my body
And takes my soul for a ride

I feel a rush of heat
When you touch your lips to mine
Just writing this makes me hot for you
Just please don't come in from behind

Each day feels like an adventure
cultivating a new seed
Watering and nourishing and
Growing like a weed

You are in my heart
I feel you when you're away
Let's run with this feeling of loving free
Cause you never know what tomorrow will bring.

-ESH

2013