I see my heart suffer
when I fall deep inside my head.
I feel my heart suffer
and all I see is red.
Give me strength from within to just let go
let me feel the love light flow,
Be one with my heart
and tell my head it's safe,
I'm the only one here Lil E
so please come out and play.
I will hold you when you're scared
and laugh before you react.
No one but you gives you this power,
and that is a fact.
Each day is like a new box
it's your choice to decide,
whether it's a gift or a coffin
or a train to take a ride.
I'm afraid to let them love me,
I'm afraid you will leave.
I have never felt unconditional love from anyone,
including me.
Release me from the fear
and take away the pain.
I need not worry so much
it's only just a game.
The game of life is simple
and this is very true,
Be love all the time
and your heart and head will thank you.
-ESH
15 January 2014